Not Really

I'm still menu planning, and trying new recipes. Some good, some not so much. I don't know that I'm saving any money, but we'll see at the end of the week what it totaled out to. So, that's that.
I have been stood-up(kind-of) two times this week at Starbucks. I really wasn't in the mood to be social or drink coffee on either occassion, but, I did want to chat with those I was invited by, so I obliged the invites. One was an honest mistake and I couldn't find flaw in this person's no-show. But, it still sucked to sit in a parking lot, after you have gotten dressed to be in public( you know how us mom's like to drop our kids off still wearing our pj's and just come right back home :)) for approx30 minutes before you realize that it's not gonna happen. But, the make-up day was wonderful! I so need my girl time, and I don't know why I do it so little. Well, maybe cause I lead the kind of life I do. Anyway, the second no-show was this morning. I was super tired upon awakening this morning due to the fact that i only went to bed hours before. But, I still got up, prepared homemade muffins, ( I'm talking soaked grains, and shredding an apple up here-major deal, lol!) and make two lunches encouraged DS to shower before school, and got dressed to go out in public. My kids ate in the car because I was sacrificing my time in order to have coffee with a dear, dear person. As fate would have it, I sat in the parking lot again for quite some time before I came to understand that this person had other plans which didn't include coffee. AGAIN, another morning in the parking lot, dressed up. 
So, right now I'm not really feeling it. I don't feel like doing the laundry that needs to be done. Or the monstrous pile of dished( thanks to my muffins) that sit piled up in the sink. Or, for that matter the stinking check book that it's my "duty" to do. I don't know what I feel to be perfectly honest. Blah could possibly work. But, I can't be sure.
So, I'm blogging to get this out. And now it's done. I don't really feel better about it though. But, time will heal this. And never fear, I will get through.